DaisyGrayBlue

I longed for restless nights

When I slept for days

And longed for bloody fist-fights

While spending time in the pacifist's haze

I longed for passionate lust

When this boy was so much more

I longed for tepid disgust

When I hade someone to adore

When I finally got my heart's desire

I realized the stupidity in this

In the action filled line of fire

I forgot the things I would really miss

And when the night came crashing, I stood alone at last